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lyrics
I regret it all but it made me who I am today
I'll take my pride, I won't look back
I wish I could burn it all and start again
I don't have enough to salvage this time
There's so much this life lacks
It's all too short but I'm always looking back
On who I was, my hopes and my dreams
They were all stolen from me
Gutted like a pig
Haunted everyday by my decisions
This is what I asked for
I wish I could be the ignorant one
You make it all look so easy
And it's hard looking at the world so poorly
I know too much, it will never go away
I look outside, I see my friends moving on
Content with the life they chose
I've been looked down upon
I have been cast out
Too high on myself to conform
And too low to enjoy a normal life
Am I running out of time?
I am afraid the walls are closing around me
I'm out of options
This is a dead end
Where do I go from here?
Why can't you see it through my eyes?
Why can't you feel what I feel?
You see, they've made you blind
The tide is rising and the wave will swallow you
I am the young and the hopeless
I never wanted any of this
To be an old soul with such a young mind
The knowledge, the courage to step out of line
Always forced to change
I'll tell you now
I am no slave
Former members of the great band SubRosa return as The Otolith, and their debut LP finds them at the peak of their mighty powers. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 24, 2022