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Disowned

from Savage by Petrichor

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Why the fuck are you the only one that I cannot confront?
A disaster imminent.
Can the course of time be altered?
It's okay, you were replaced long ago
Tell me more, tell me more about how my life disgusts you
That will mend our bond, right?
Nothing ever will
It's over, you can't change

I am nothing but a disappointment
So you say
You have never been more wrong about me

I can feel it, this is the beginning of the end
How can you be so wrong
When it comes to your own son?

You don't even know me anymore
But let's face it you never did
After 20 years, what can you say?
Is that really what you want for me?
Trapped in a room, painted in white
Every fucking day for the rest of my life

And you judge me just for trying to survive
But I fill my lungs while you drink from the bottle

You've been disowned

Why can't you truly learn to feel?
No, you can't leave yet
You owe me some answers first

Why won't you face me?
Face me like a man
Just once, Just once
Drown in the hole that you live in

You've given me nothing of value
No guidance, you skip the advice
just tear me down like you do everytime
(Not one pleasant memory)
I have not one of you
It's about time I tell you the truth
We'll, that's the truth
I wish I could have nothing to do with you

No easy way out, you'll find no loopholes
I kept my mouth shut all these years
Just hear me out, it's your turn to listen

I just want to know what it means to be happy
I am trying to find my place in a world that just isn't for me
You don't make it any easier
I'm cracking under the pressure
There is no other way
What else is there left to say?

Forgive me father, I am just a man

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from Savage, released April 23, 2016

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